Thursday 11th October

hey guys!
So i have actually done ok these last few days at restricting, not as well as i wanted but better than before :) i dont want to weigh myself though, im nervous i wont have lost any :( hmm anyway, as of monday im starting the ABC diet :) its my first proper go at this even though ive looked at it before. |Everyone ive spoken to has glowing reports on it, i mean, yeah its hard, of course its gonna be, but ive heard people lose between 20-30ibs!!!! thatd be amazing! its slightly easier now that im spending less and less time at home, it means excuses are getting easier to make :) ao wish me luck guys! i'll let you know how things get on, im so excited to start this!!! :D
speak soon

Lily grace xxx

Stay strong, starve on

Tuesday 2nd October

Okay so its a new month which means new start! I am determined to make october a good month, starting right now, no more silly binges, no more excuses for no exercise, i am really going to get my head down. I went to the doctors about something unrelated to my ed the other day, and i got weighed and i was horrified about what i have become, im at my highest ever weight right now so its definitly time to change. Today im restricting to 500cals with as much fruit as i like. Tomorrow im planning hopefully on a fast, it depends on if im supposed to be eating dinner with the family or not. :) anyway i will let you know how this one goes!

Lily <3