Man im crap at keeping this up :P anyway im back and im going to try and update a lot more now. Truth is, over the last few months with exams and things, i have been allowing myself to gain a tiny bit, just to get me through the exams. But now they are officially over it is time to get back on my diet and lose all this flab ready for my 3 weeks in California! thats right, i cant fucking wait :D i go on the 6th August and aim to be 90ibs by then, but thats quite a tough goal, since im about 115 right now :-/. what will help me though is ive got a new fella :) i split with my ex a few months ago, it needed doing, i really didnt love him anymore. me and dimitri also cut things off, it was never going to work, despite how much i wanted it to. But right now im with someone i never thought i would be :) i met Dave two years ago at work and we were always mates but we've got closer recently and decided to see how things go :-) anyway, like i said, this is good for my anorexia because its a clean start, he doesnt suspect anything, and he is a chef and eats really healthily :) he doesnt make me eat as much as ritesh did but anything he does want me to eat isnt full of fat :) tis all good right now :D anyways i'll update more and try keep you posted :)
Lily Grace xxx
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